One month in NYC.

Where to start.. I guess at the beginning where I was operating on such a high, sustained level of stress that I felt on the verge of a complete meltdown. I felt so outside of myself at that time that now it seems like a blur growing smaller and smudgier in the distance behind me; applying for an internship, preparing to move, interviewing for an internship, moving, accepting an offer for an internship,  planning a 4 1/2 month stay out of state, juggling 3 freelance projects, working my normal job, trying to make our new home as livable as possible, and every mundane thing in between all in the span of a few weeks. But here I am now, in NYC, sometimes still having to convince myself that I am actually here and that my work was and continues to be strong enough to render me worthy of this opportunity. Self-doubt is an insidious thing and disguises itself in very rational guises. Fight it. And now that I’m done being extra dramatic, I have some thanks to give. For the unwavering support and love and guidance of my family, my friends, my friends that are my family. Thank you. I love you. For the shared wisdom and knowledge and guidance of my mentors, peers, and coworkers. Thank you. I love you. I would not be who I am or where I am without you. Endless thanks and gratitude. 

Here is some of what I have been working on for the past month.

Stay tuned for more film work.

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